im afraid of a lot more things than is probably healthy. i love adjectives. and books. and writing. words, really. i hide preservable foods in my room and lose them. i love lists. i stick my straw in the bottom of my capri sun.i dont believe in true love but i do believe in gravity.i believe that a happy ending is what you make of it. i love carnivals. i hate cops. i love to moonbathe. im terrified of the future. i dream of tuscany and new york and boots and faded tights and itchy peacoats and those hats with the earflaps that don't really do much but are much too cute to pass by. little things make me giddy. roasting coffee is my favorite smell. my friends are my family. people often think ive lost my mind. i wish i could cook indian food or thai or something interesting. im beginning to understand that everyone makes mistakes, but im still learning how to forgive them. i wake up everyday in hopes of something different happening in my life that will help me decide on this messy future. i cry too much. i laugh too much. random acts of kindness make me weak.i love bagels and cigarettes and chai. i smile even when im extremely angry. my sarcasm is rarely understood. i enjoy mangling the english language far too much for my own good.i often wonder if anyone acts their age anymore

Chick: Hey, I know what will make you feel better., Sad girl: What's that?, Chick: Want to go through the dorms and poke holes in all of the free condoms?, Sad girl: Ehhh.

Spinnaker, Rilo Kiley, Paramore, The Beatles, BFF, Frank Sinatra, TAI, Mew, Regina Spektor, Fall Out Boy, Jack Johnson, Alkaline Trio, Elliot Shaw, Girl Talk, Lindsey Mills, Imogen Heap, Blur, Sufjan Stevens, Sigur Ros, The Decemberists, Third Eye Blind, Avril Lavigne, Tom Waits, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Belle & Sebastian, Tegan & Sara, Bright Eyes, Coldplay, Taking Back Sunday, Modest Mouse, Brand New, 1800Zombie, Neutral Milk Hotel, Kimya Dawson, The Mouldy Peaches, Bob Dylan, Death Cab for Cutie, Jenny Lewis and the Watson Twins, Nirvana, Panic! At the Disco, The Smiths, Paul Baribeau, Gregory and The Hawk, The Cardigans, Chicks On Speed, Dar Williams, Harry&The Potters, Nico, Janis Joplin, Rhett Miller, Ghost Mice, Spoon Boy, Madeline, Your Heart Breaks, Radiohead, Oasis, Nada Surf, The Dandy Warhols, The Carpenters, Tokyo Police Club, Tilly & the Wall, What The Kids Want, The Killers, Rufus Wainwright, Journey, Damien Rice, Midtown, The Who, The Sounds, Queen, Counting Crows, The Misfits, Shiny Toy Guns, The Strokes, The White Stripes, Youth Group, Bjork, This Providence, The Good The Bad and The Queen, MF Doom, Fergie, Alanis Morissette, Sex Pistols, Blink 182, Bloc Party, Deerhoof, The Klaxons, Cat Power, Jem, Muse, Hop Along Queen Ansleis

Too Many. Anything with a Hepburn.

Greys Anatomy, The OC, Hillz, Even Stevphen Reruns!, A Haunting, Friends

Palahniuk, Bukowski, Sartre, Camus, Kierkegaard, Jonathan Safran Foer, Burroughs, Kafka, Janet Fitch, R L Stine